Life as a breadwinner is tough, all the more when you alone are the only one who is working. But it's okay. Life has to keep on going, you just have to accept all the reasons why our creator has put you in a situation like that because He knows best. You just have to believe Him.
I know it is challenging, fulfilling and rewarding at the same time and it can't be paid by any amount especially when you see your loved ones smile, be happy and say "thank you". So, you should never give up! Whatever trials may come in.
Just like a week ago, we have admitted our Kuya to the hospital. Though we will miss him but it is for his betterment. Before everything turns bad, we have to do it.
Sor, we are so sorry because I know you don't like it there but its for you. Mama will just be beside you so don't worry. You can see me everyday also because i will be bringing food. I don't know when will you be there. Two weeks, three weeks or maybe a month but you just have to behave.
I have to attend also the needs of my papa and my younger brother. So it is really using my time wisely. Responsibilities at home and at your work. I was also able to see all the reasons why for now, i got all these jobs i have. It is making me weigh things out. I don't know what will happen next, if my mama would be gone and all is left is me.
But i know, He will never leave me behind. He is just there, sending instruments to help me in my battles in life. Constantly pouring blessings in spite of the mistakes I've had over the past. Thank you so much.
